{"id":406,"date":"2016-08-09T01:29:22","date_gmt":"2016-08-09T01:29:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/yosoyalexandria.com\/?p=406"},"modified":"2016-08-09T01:29:22","modified_gmt":"2016-08-09T01:29:22","slug":"i-hate-that-i-love-you-frank-ocean","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/yosoyalexandria.com\/index.php\/2016\/08\/09\/i-hate-that-i-love-you-frank-ocean\/","title":{"rendered":"I Hate That I Love You, Frank Ocean"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I hate that I have to start my music posts like this, but I am heartbroken. Completely betrayed. In the last four years I&#8217;ve gotten TWO Kanye, Beyonc\u00e9, and J. Cole albums. Even THREE Big Sean albums in that period of time. But you know what I&#8217;ve gotten from Frank Ocean? Nothing. Just a few features here and there, some ghost writing, and disappointment. But no matter how many times I stay up until 3 a.m. waiting for an album (because maybe he&#8217;s dropping it at 12 a.m. PT? You never know) I still forgive him. Why? Because he&#8217;s\u00a0<em>talented.<\/em> And he owes me absolutely nothing. Bey, Ye, and Big Sean lean more towards performers which means it&#8217;s just their job to make music. Yeah they have other ventures that they&#8217;re involved in, but their income comes mostly from their tours.\u00a0Frank is an artist who just simply releases music when he pleases, and honestly he doesn&#8217;t have to if he doesn&#8217;t want to.<\/p>\n<p>And don&#8217;t think I jumped on the bandwagon when &#8216;channel ORANGE&#8217; came out. My obsession runs back to &#8216;nostalgia,ULTRA&#8217; when he was the not-as-weird but still weird in a reclusive kind of way Odd Future member. \u00a0I love him not only because of his voice&#8211;his lyrics make absolutely no sense sometimes&#8211;but somehow you still feel it. <a href=\"http:\/\/genius.com\/298509\" target=\"_blank\">You got me a beach house you could sell me in Idaho<\/a>? I don&#8217;t know how, but I&#8217;m into it. Other than the occasional ridiculous line, most of his songs are actual poetry that are so honest and full of feeling. I love him, have I made that clear yet?<\/p>\n<p>I want everyone to appreciate him as much as I do, so here are 10 songs\/features (in no particular order) that show you why you should see the Frank Ocean light:<\/p>\n<ol>\n<li><a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=1di8hGHibYw\" target=\"_blank\">Wise Man<\/a>\u00a0&#8211; this was actually supposed to be in the\u00a0&#8220;Django: Unchained&#8221; movie tracklist, but Quentin Tarantino didn&#8217;t think it would fit in the movie. Both a wise decision (because it truly wouldn&#8217;t have fit anyhwere in the movie) and a missed opportunity because the song is\u00a0<em>gorgeous<\/em>. The beat is simple\u00a0and the lyrics are raw, I wish more people knew about it.<br \/>\nFavorite line:<em>\u00a0Until death did you part from the mess you made<\/em><\/li>\n<li><a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=UHy8hKXi2Pc\" target=\"_blank\">Pyramids<\/a>\u00a0&#8211; 10 minutes of genius. Every minute is worth it, I promise you. And the way the beat changes towards the end into something slower and more sultry&#8230;just yes.<br \/>\nFavorite line:\u00a0<em>Our skin like bronze and our hair like cashmere as we march to the rhythm on the palace floor<\/em><\/li>\n<li><a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=qivgseqgkvQ\" target=\"_blank\">Love Crimes<\/a>\u00a0&#8211; At the end of the song,\u00a0an excerpt from a monologue in the movie &#8220;Eyes Wide Shut&#8221; is given about how men can do whatever they please, and women are viewed as crazy. Nicole Kidman goes\u00a0<em>off<\/em>. The song is really simple, but the excerpt makes it worth it.<br \/>\nFavorite line: <em>Murder, murder, murder she wrote. Love crimes<\/em><\/li>\n<li><a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=Hhbuhtx4ZDU\" target=\"_blank\">Sierra Leone<\/a>\u00a0&#8211; one of those songs that should&#8217;ve been way longer. \u00a0I listen to it about&#8230;once a day.<br \/>\nFavorite line: <em>I&#8217;ll sing a Lennon lullaby she can have a pretty dream. Baby girl if you knew what I know<\/em><\/li>\n<li><a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=LnZ9q1eXvYA\" target=\"_blank\">Forrest Gump<\/a>\u00a0&#8211; this is the song where he confirmed that he was bi, along with creating <a href=\"http:\/\/frankocean.tumblr.com\/post\/26473798723\" target=\"_blank\">this post<\/a>. He hasn&#8217;t mentioned it sense, and the song is so subtle about it too.<br \/>\nFavorite line:\u00a0<em>My fingertips, and my lips they burn from the cigarettes.<\/em><\/li>\n<li><a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=mFNaFeIm4bU\" target=\"_blank\">She (Tyler the creator)<\/a>\u00a0-I was never truly an OF music fan, but I was a fan of the chaos they created. Tyler&#8217;s voice was raw and deep and everything he rapped was slightly disturbing, but matched with Frank&#8217;s voice on the hook it all balanced out.<br \/>\nFavorite line:\u00a0<em>You&#8217;re sleeping alone in your bed. But check your window. He&#8217;s at your window.<\/em><\/li>\n<li><a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=PmN9rZW0HGo\" target=\"_blank\">Swim Good<\/a> &#8211; basically a song about avoiding your emotions, which is all I ever do so I feel it.<br \/>\nFavorite line:\u00a0<em>And I&#8217;ve got this black suit on, roamin&#8217; around like I&#8217;m ready for a funeral<\/em><\/li>\n<li><a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=DipWUdwokMY\" target=\"_blank\">Dust<\/a>\u00a0&#8211; when I went down my rabbit hole of finding his song, this is the first old one I came across. When he sings love songs I kind of just melt.<br \/>\nFavorite line:\u00a0<em>No I won&#8217;t put you out, because what would this place be without my muse?<\/em><\/li>\n<li><a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=XiUa-zBQFAs\" target=\"_blank\">Pink Matter<\/a>\u00a0&#8211; Andre 3000 barely exists, so to pair the two of them up was like having two mysterious entities singing together. It&#8217;s magic. And the way Frank hits notes in this is perfect.<br \/>\nFavorite line:\u00a0<em>What if the sky and the stars are for show and the aliens are watching live from the purple matter<\/em><\/li>\n<li><a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=TMfPJT4XjAI\" target=\"_blank\">Novacane<\/a>\u00a0&#8211; the first song I EVER heard, and\u00a0this is where my love affair started. Is it just me or does it have a 70&#8217;s feel in the beat?<br \/>\nFavorite line:\u00a0<em>Now I&#8217;m something like a chemist on campus. But there&#8217;s no drugs around quite like what I found in you<\/em><\/li>\n<\/ol>\n<p>Honorable mentions: <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=xTIaZSWZxtM\" target=\"_blank\">Nature Feels<\/a>,\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=h7qwdHsr2tM\" target=\"_blank\">Thinkin Bout You<\/a>,\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=OjUG6CLp25U\" target=\"_blank\">Pilot Jones<\/a>,\u00a0etc etc. I could go on forever. There is also a WHOLE mixtape I didn&#8217;t pull from because I&#8217;m not as well versed in it as I am the other mixtapes\/albums.<\/p>\n<p>Is this biased? It is, but I&#8217;m not ashamed. I&#8217;ll be more critical on other artists I review.<\/p>\n<p>Meanwhile I&#8217;m going to sit here and listen to his whole discography on repeat, keep watching as he\u00a0sits in an empty room while doing woodwork, cry when he sings &#8220;baby girl&#8221; in &#8216;Sierra Leone&#8217; and patiently wait to get my heartbroken yet again on <a href=\"http:\/\/boysdontcry.co\/\" target=\"_blank\">November 13, 2016<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I hate that I have to start my music posts like this, but I am heartbroken. Completely betrayed. In the last four years I&#8217;ve gotten TWO Kanye, Beyonc\u00e9, and J.&hellip;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":408,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-406","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-music"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/yosoyalexandria.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/ocean-frank-507ed3e6ed64b.jpg","post_mailing_queue_ids":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/yosoyalexandria.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/406","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/yosoyalexandria.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/yosoyalexandria.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yosoyalexandria.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yosoyalexandria.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=406"}],"version-history":[{"count":12,"href":"https:\/\/yosoyalexandria.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/406\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":421,"href":"https:\/\/yosoyalexandria.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/406\/revisions\/421"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yosoyalexandria.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/408"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/yosoyalexandria.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=406"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yosoyalexandria.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=406"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/yosoyalexandria.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=406"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}